refuse to believe

The things I can see about you
no one else does
the things that are buried deep inside
just because,you're scared.
I don't know why you try to hide
so much from me,your big fake smile
isn't gonna make me not see
all the pain inside.
I'm real,
I don't believe what people tell me,
I believe what I see.
And what I see right now
is a man who is hurting so badly inside
that he doesn't even realize it anymore
because he's learned to ignore it.
And this shield you've built up
around your true self is invisible to me
because I refuse to believe bullshit.