scared and scarred

Leave me alone
I'll be fine
It didnt bleed a lot
my only hope is tha
tmy life is next in line
The pain starts to seep in
I shut my eyes
and hold my breath
try to secure my cries
Im scared of my future
Im scared of my life
Im scared of him and them
Im scared to cut any deeper, but
I leave it all up to the knife
Im sick of lifeI try to shout
but "no reason," or "I dont know"
is all that comes out
I’m sick of me, I’m sick of being sad
I’m sick of you telling me
that I shouldnt be so mad.