pain, the truest friend

Drown me
in this bottle,
and I will cry no more
for tears are only things that blood
cannot purge
that these cuts
do not vanquish.
My mind is still screaming in my sleep
I wanted to be better.
Now I know I'm only weak.
So drown me
in this bottle,
and I will cry no more
Blood cannot purge me
Love cannot save me
I will be forever alone, here
with my bottle
my bandages
pain is the truest friend