so scared

I'm so scared
Maybe I'm paranoid
I'm so scared
Maybe there's something wrong with me
I'm so afraid
Maybe I don't see the light I'm so afraid
Maybe I'm just thinking too much
I'm so fearful
Maybe I don't have a right to be
I'm so fearful
Maybe I'm wrong to be like this
I'm so scared
I'm so scared
Maybe I shouldn't be
No skeletons in my closet
I wish I could be yours
But in the end
You're the one reminding
And I'm the one remembering
But I don't want it to be that way
I want to forget
And I want you to stop coming by
So I'm still afraid of
Becoming a skeleton
But I feel as if I am one
Numb to the world
I feel nothing but hurt
Sometimes I fall off this wall
Not a scratch in mind
I do not feel it
And they laugh and point
Silly child's game
As I feel the world spinning
I am lost in the end
Alone once again
No skeletons in my closet
I wish I could be yours
But in the end
You're the one reminding
And I'm the one remembering
I don't want it to be this way
So maybe I'll have to change this once