consumes you

You consume it, but wait
it consumes you just the same
it’s this cycle I truly hate
shower down my face like crying rain
is it worth everything to lose?
I just cant decide what to do
because of the things you choose
I cry for you all and I hate you
I hate because of my aching heart
to see you die slowly in my eyes
such fun will rip you completely apart
preventing this, no one more than I try
it hurts but its no use of me
you'll never learn or see my way
I want the person you used to be
before another drug, takes you away