Screaming, Wailing, Crying

Screaming, Wailing, Crying
A wave of hurt inside
Gashes in my heart
Cant be seen in my eyes
The calm before the storm
The sun burning bright
No clouding in the sky
Fresh air and morning light
The happiness inside
Not lasting very long
Sadness taking over
Yet I’ve done nothing wrong
I’ve fallen down, please help me
Take a grasp upon my hand
Help me out and take me
To someplace where I can stand
Don’t laugh at my misfortunes
Its not my fault
I cry out loud
Don’t ask about my wounds
Self inflicted cuts are not "allowed"