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Friday, July 14, 2006

Fear

Your presence alone
Shoots fear up my spine.
If you are able to touch me
My stomach turns
And it takes all of my strength
Not to turn and run
As far away from you as I can get.
As long as I live
I never again want to see your face
or hear your voice
see your hands
or the look in your eyes.
You've made my life a painful one
Full of fear and confusion.
You damaged my sexuality
made me feel trapped
and all alone
Full of an emptiness
I could never explain.
You made me feel ashamed
for fearing you
And ashamed to be a girl.
I hate myself
but I hate you more.

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