Wanted to Believe

I want to leave
I know I should
But no matter how much I want to
I know I never could
You told me you loved me
And I wanted to believe you
But out of all the lies you've told me
I wish only that one was true
I don’t know how I stay
And I also don’t know why
But the hardest thing I've never said
Would have to be goodbye
You make me fall in love with you
Over and over again
And every time you leave me
I somehow know it's not the end
You always come back
You never disappear
And every time you show up again
You pretend to show you care
Stupidly I love you
And I know I always will
No matter how much I want to change
That is the way I'll always feel