Bloody tears

Bloody tears roll down my cheek,
Tears of blood my eyes now leak.
I find myself without a friend,
As this pattern never ends.
In my mind is a sharp throbbing,
As the memories are slowly robbing,
And I'm sick of this sobbing.
Memory so keen,
And bitterly mean.
Leave me alone,
In this hell so carefully sewn.
Death so near it can be tasted,
As I feel my life's been wasted.
Everything light,
Then black, no sight.
Am I dead?
Now I see red.
I become afraid,
As life begins to fade.
Bloody tears are all I see,
Deep inside of me.