keep loving you

I’m frightened that I’ve lost inspiration
scared ill lose too many things at once
I started writing because.
I was in love with you
I despised you
I was befriended by you
I was angered due to you
you are my emotions
you are my writing
you are my poetry
can I lose you without
losing my passion?
Can I feel without
you by my side?
I pray I can
I hope I have the will
if only I didn’t have to
keep loving you still