does it matter

Feeling empty inside of me
I sit here and wait
For what Im unsure
Its just what I do
Contemplating everything
Second-guessing every move
Was I wrong?
Was I right?
In the end,does it matter?
By your side I long to be
Close to you is what I crave
Not knowing now
If you want the same
Questions unasked
Remain unanswered
Will they be asked?
Will they be answered?
In the end,does it matter?
The fact remains
Just as it is
Im scared to death
to know the truth
and see it through
what we could have
Will I screw up?
Will you leave?
In the end,
does it matter?