Inside of Me

I have this thing inside of me
It won't go away, it won't come out
Is it a rage I feel?
I want to destroy this room,
And everything it represents.
Smash it to pieces, bleed on its walls.
Scream out my pain, take it out on him.
Swallow a bottle full of Tylenol PM.
Maybe it will drown out the pain.
Then curl into a ball and cry.