I just wanna die

Losing my life again
Slipping from your hand
The empty cup I hold
The pain that’s never shown
Now it hurts worse then before
I can't suppress anymore
Death is on my mind
What will I find
Some say heaven or hell
All I need is one more pill
So empty inside
Too much shit I cannot hide
I cant take this
I hurt deep inside
Someone please help me
I just wanna die